Posted by Paurong sa Martes, Agosto 21, 2007
The long vacation is already over but sagacity compels me to be anxious of this school day. I was late on my first class because of not following the rule I had for myself, for my own good. I went online before going to school that’s why I met with Mr. Heavy Traffic along the way.
Of course, I was not feeling any good on attending my classes, especially the first one. After clinching the six-day oh-that’s-so-wonderful vacation due to Egay, there I was again, around my block mates who don’t want me to be there. I am, however, not speaking in a general sense, for I still do not know if all of them feel or think the same thing.
I do not want to sound ridiculous. Although, I am, by the way.
How obvious it was that some of them are trying to act normally when I am around, when the mere fact is that assemblages of detestation are behind their minds. At the very moment I entered the room, I guess everyone was looking at me with their eyebrows up and their blood temperature rose to the nth degree. Naturally, I am uncertain about it but my suspicions may be right. I have known my block mates for almost three months already.
One may be right, one may be wrong. But then again, I am making it a dreadful point to be still, as composed as possible. I remained as quiet as how I have been. Quiet people are cavernous, aren’t they? The ones bearing the emo-ness, in a manner of speaking. And so, time flew with my thoughts swerving along.
My mind wandered. I wasn’t able to concentrate on my Algebra class. I tried my very best to be strong. And I was successful. Was I? Barely I am going to eat lunch alone. How pathetic of me.